Saturday, October 17, 2009

combing my thoughts and settling the unsettled

maybe i have two cowlicks to represent some of the thoughts in my head that never lay right. one is right at the top of my head and the other is some weird whirlpooly thing on the left side of my neck. my left.

i should really be getting to work on the next great american novel but i have better things to do. kinda. i've been pretty happy lately just getting high and eating pizza and making food etc etc. you know the life i lead. it's like those guys in those movies who live like this until they find a girl or get some calling to go out and DO and not simply BE. well this is being without doing because there is nothing to be done. because there are deep woods outside the cabin that i dare not venture into. i don't want to build widgets or write about widgets or go check the back to see if we got in those brown rice widgets that some asshole can't live without.

that asshole, he's really got it comin' to him. doesn't he know we live on a planet called earth where things happen for reasons and it isn't always as simple as "CAN YOU CHECK THE BACK?"

There's such separation between product and process it's unbelievable. ok, ok. it's very believable. nobody wants to see behind the curtain. i'm pretty sure we're doing all this shit we're doing to replace that man behind the curtain with a robot that will shut the fuck up and never tell us what's REALLY going on. until then we'll use people that speak spanish and we'll ignore them.

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