another lap around the weekend?
another chance to conquer nothing
and give in to the comfort of not changing?
well i have risked life and lung
for a chance at cheating grief
death take me seven minutes sooner
spare me the lecture
what’s the harm in letting myself give in
so long as i dont give up
i cling to life like a sailor thrown from his vessel
who happens upon some buoyant wreckage
the wreckage clings to me, it is me
we're flotsam and jetsam
if it makes you sad to see me devoured
think of the wonderful meal i made
food for the celestial Crab
who never goes hungry
eaten by a monster sounds majestic
drowned at sea so common
i only stop swimming
when i can't see land
if you could smell my breath
you would learn my secret
I would tell you this much
I only smoke when I’m sad
in my heart, besides smoke
there is nothing
like a cigarette, im done with this one
i can light another
i only swim when i start to drown
i only smoke when im sad
